God is my Confidant
He is everything I am not
I don’t need to search for a needle
In a haystack
God is right here
He’s got my back
Patience allows you to rejoice
It gives me back my rightful voice
Complaining leads only to regret
Webs of despair
But is present God
Don’t let pain ensnare
God is my Confidant
He is everything I want
I don’t need to search for gold
In a mine
Because His gold resides inside
His Spirit within me is my shrine
(C) Carly Wiggins 2019
Some many different kinds of people are here at this coffee house in Burlington, Vermont. You have the regular guy who reads his newspaper every morning. He stares aimlessly into space sometimes, reflecting on what he is reading or bored from his lack of spontaneity.
Or the homeless man who sadly runs his fingers on the hard surface of the table. He doesn’t look very content. My heart goes out to him and the many homeless in the Burlington area. He probably finds that motion of his fingers touching the surface soothing, or maybe it’s a compulsive desire. I wonder if he ate anything today and where he sleeps at night. He has an untrimmed beard and a disheveled face with the look of many years of hurt, disappointment, and poverty.
He sometimes goes to the back alley behind the coffee house and lights a cigarette that he had in his pocket, staring aimlessly into space for different reasons than that of the regular coffee attendee. Or maybe it’s not as dissimilar as one might imagine.
We are all stuck in this particular time on Earth with no choice of our own. We try to make the best of it, but life leaves us bored and unfulfilled at times.
If it weren’t for the sweet mother I have, I would be lost forever in a whirlwind of disillusion and pain. My mother’s grace, fiery Irish temperament, and wittiness have given me my grace to move forward.
We need to reach out to the lost and broken whether they are homeless, motherless, fatherless, or caught in the web of our societal corrupt sex market.
We are all lost, though. Just look around you. Behind every smile is a fragile soul. Behind every good deed can be insecurity and self-denial.
We must heal the broken!

Equilibrium
Why is it important?
Balance is what’s needed
Love is a scale
When everything else fails
And my expectations exceeded
Some many tough branches
With soft leaves
We are the triangle foliage
The world is the thick wooden arms
Autumn is purifying every harm
As the days suddenly are unfolding
Why can’t I see though this haze?
It must be my eyes and not the air
I squint every second in the sun
But my eyes are scratched to resolutions
I didn’t realize resignation was pollution
When love and fear quarrel, you’ll become someone
(C) Carly Wiggins 2019
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Innate desire to be happy
Now you can’t stop thinking
You read every single self-help book
Happiness left you with nowhere to look
Innate desire to be known
Now you can’t face yourself in the mirror
You are lonely but you don’t want to see anyone
Fame has come at a a richly cost
Innate desire to be loved
Now you can’t hold your own heart
You think Cupid is always playing tricks
Love has left you begging for everything
You have to push the baby out
You have to pull that cavity out
So much push and shove
No wonder we have lost sight of love
Take off that plastic smile
I see your arms crossed in my mind
Surrender to your own pretenses
And stop chasing those white picket fences
Stop rubbing those tired eyes
And see for real with me
Destiny is what you make of it
It’s no one’s destiny but yours
The paint will peel
The brook will dry
But look inside
This will be your guide
(C) Carly Wiggins 2018
Thoughts? Does it make you think? Encourage you in the end?

Humans are mirrors
Reflecting our inner world
To others and the world
Inspired by Didi’s post here:
https://didisvgp.wordpress.com/2018/10/04/message-of-goodwill/
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What is happiness?
Merely a translucent bubble of cheer?
What is love?
A well spring forth of hope?
I know forgiveness sews up the heart
I know patience invites kindness
I know strength allows fortitude
For love is all these attributes
Do you ask what is happiness?
Because life seems a little lukewarm?
Do you ask what is love?
Because life seems to hang from a thread?
Hold on to forgiveness, patience and strength
Love holds all these together like glue
This glue isn’t found at your local store
But it’s found in helping the nearest passerby’s weary heart
(C) Carly Wiggins 2018
You feel like a diamond in the rough
But you only say that when things get tough
You really have no mojo
You love when you yo-yo
The devil is the details
A nasty truth
One big wave to ride
But one big fall
You feel like one who always fails
God doesn’t give too much to handle
Then why is my backpack going to break?
As I am walking down this lonely dark path
It sounds like a recipe for disaster
Like faith is one big scandal
Then I remember for God so loved the world
He made other statements that were bold
He said joy is in the presence of the Lord
And everlasting life is my award
I want to believe
Something this lofty
Is hard to fanthom
And digest
Lord, how do I receive?
You created me for more
But I walk out the front door
Let me receive your gifts
And ignore any unwanted myths
(C) Carly Wiggins 2019

We all love drama
Just like
The segment in your mind
The characters divided
The scene was like
A tsunami of sorts
We will ever forget
What it was like
Living in the segments of our minds
Memories forming
Like broken hallways
Brain pathways of pain
Is my brain transparent?
Can you read it like
A visible storage file?
Do you love me?
Or do you at least like me?
I have some many segments
(C) Carly Wiggins 2019
Poem inspired by this post: https://artofblogging.net/2019/06/19/how-to-get-your-readers-to-pay-attention/